Friday, May 28, 2004
shoutouts! (:

cherre//jie ;
cherre! we dont want you to go! ): we love you alotalotalotalot! if you leave its like.. a big whole in da heart. everyone loves you alot. even though u are naughty and stuff. still. ): lets all pray and hope tt u dont transfer yeas? (: there is still some hope. our class has gotton this far. because of you ((:

clara//mommie ;
mommiee! -hugs tight. how have you been? must try to go out during the hols kae? alhough i gt trngs and stuff. TRY! (X and then can reply my letter also! didnt see you in churchh todae. ): oh wells. tkkaire kae? cya in sch!! love youu- (:

i`d be waiting everlasting
like da stars in da sky
fer you

hahas! todaeee had the founders dae mass. the pri skl pple are super cuteee. didnt see my buddy thou.
hurrrs. met sara at 6.45. she was late. cos she lost her belt. hahas! lame man.
then went to macs to eat. hahas. ate hashbrown.
thenn went fer the mass. so manyy pple. hahas. then sing sing sing sing.
then on one song. i started crying. a little. cos cherre had to change sch. but then she sae maybe might nt need to go.
gotta pray fer her. WE LOVE YOU TO BITS CHERRE! DONT GO! ): haiz. i hate it when pple have to leave.
after mass went to orchard with cherre,sara,regina and farah. hahas. went to lido to take neos.
we took 4 sets! SO MANY MANNN! and making so much nosie. -ahems.
then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. damn bored sia. haiz. hols alr. but have to go back fer training. ):
mon we have camp! yaye. hahas. oh wells.
tml gna collect report book. ): im scared. |: if i dont get what my parents expect of me. im dead. =\ hurrrs`

Wednesday, May 26, 2004
never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you

hahas. today was super lame.
dezi and sara didnt come. WTH lor! i was like waiting. and waiting. and waiting fer them. but nvr come!
so sad lor. i was like all alone. no frens. but luckily cherre and regina was there to cheer me up. ahahas.
had the cross-country thingy. our grp sucked. grp A was like sooo much btr. i regret nt joining them! their cheers all were damn loud. and then dezi and sara nvr come even suayer. haix. my neck hurttttttttsssssss.
hmmm. the stations we had were soccer. which was lame. then throw tissue paper at this cow. and then the eating thingy. we were given watermelon. apple. celery and bla bla bla. and we had to break it up and put it in a bowl mixed with olive OIL and white VINEGAR YUCKS LAAAAAA! so we mixed it up. looked damn disgusting. and we had to switch lor. WORST LEHHH!! tt grps one. the watermelon. wich was ME. :D gt all mushed up. looked gross. i reallie wonder how da hell the americans can acually STUFF themselves with tt. then we were given 4 mins to eat. AHEM. the first bite i ate felt like puking alr. lava ate the most i think. (: im the worst. =\ sorrie guys. i cannt eat this kinof shit. hahas.
then we had sumor wreaslting. wa lao. i tell u. i cannt wreasle. NOPE. i lost BOTH matches. |: WTH. im such a weakling. -cries. seriously. i NEARLY won. but i lost. wth. lava won joy! ((((((((: yaye. hahas.
then we had this thingy which had to draw. lol. ele carried me. she said tt i was super light. lols. (x ahahas.
then we had recess. i ate 2 ice-creams. heh. so fat. then went back to class and we all cheered! (X
LOUDLYYYYY babeh. then my hand where my watch was gt tan. (: hahas. we were playing the boming game. hahas.
then our class was superr loud.
and we cheered the songs we learned ystd. the bannah song. the sotong song. and the suck da jelly song. LOLS. and our class cheers.
and our class gt forth fer the comp! good job guys! (X we rawk we rawk!!! :D
HAHA. the chi teacher wants to see my parents. WTH. oh wells.
overall today was FUN onli thing is i wished i went to grp A. oh wells.
tml gt class cleaning. like RIGHT. hahas. (((:

Tuesday, May 25, 2004
lost without you

today was SUPER fun can?
HAHAS. had so much fun today!
cos we had this leadership thingy laas. then first we met this guy called uncle dave or smth liddat and hes so funny. hahas.
then we played simon said and he made everyone lost lor! it was damn tricky! hahas. but damn fun.
then we splitted up into groups of 15 and we had to name ourselfs. we didnt sae in time so in da end we ended up with CURRYPUFF GIRLS. HAHA. at first we hated it. but now we love it. we rawk we rawk! hahahas.
then we had our adult leader. his name is jim. LOL. but we call him jimmy nutron. HAHA. we were like bullying that guy?!? HAHAS!
then we were like cheering. hahas. soo funn lehhs. then we were running ard in orchard. then dezi was taking sooo many pics? hahas. total she took 200. HAHAS. so many lor. maddness. aniwae. me and dezi kept bullying the guy. poking him like a penguin. lol. then at abt 2 we went back to sch. hahas. out grp gt 305+ points ((((: yaye.
hahas. then we went to the hall. and before tt we were teached how to sing the bananah song and a sotong song. and a siao song and one onli our grp knew which was in chi but in eng is suck the jelly. HAHAS. so FUNN!!! (((:
overall today totally RAWKS! (X wish we culd have this agn. hahas.
ystd we checked finish the papers. hahs. i failed my math. i gt erm. 44half. missed by 5 half. so disappointing. )): my lit was good! the unseen i gt 16 and seen is 18! ((: yaye. total gt 34/50 hahas. then my geog i gt 58/100 nt THAT good but at least i passed. we will gte more marks frm the ca. ((: yay! hahas.
making cake fer the food fair nw. :D

Sunday, May 23, 2004
she said goodbye
too many times before

long time since i last blogged. havent been coming online nehhs. hahas.
manymanymany things happened! hahas.
thursday had roller blading. super lame. went to da advanced one and nearly fell manymany times. screamed alot toos. the blades are like super sucky cos have to wear guards and stuff. irritating. hehs. sara didnt come.
lols. had a lifestyle programe thingy which was organised by dezi`s parents or smth liddat. and then had this women who called me and dezi. sopposed to be sara. SUPER embarassing can? malu lehhhs. had to do excersises. and the lady called dezi daisy. HAHAS! then the lady could do knucle push-ups. pro lors. i cannt even do push-ups. heh. not my fault. hahas.
then we had the cheering thing. i think i started too early. my gang voices were dying veri fast. but we won 1/8 agn! ((: im proud of my class. we rawk. rawk on+ ((: hehs.
fri. got back results. nt that happie thou. )): kinof disappointing i think. hahas. eng i gt 22/30 fer letter writing. compo gt 19/30. the compre pulled down my grades. )))): i failed it. so overall i onli gt 56. ))):
mum wasnt happpie. haii. even thou i beat a few express girls lehhs. but ms neo said its actually ok lors. sighhs. oh well. dnt gt 53/100 hahas. but will gt more marks frm the workpiece. my isometirc drawing gt miricle lehhs. i gt 11/13 lor. and i kept re-drawing somemore. lols. and i hate doing tt lehs. gt higher then ester. lols. then gpo drawing was ok also. hahas.
then sci i failed. )): 47/100. missed by 3 fcuking marks. wth! sigghhs. then chinese. failed. obiously. my compo both missed by 1 mark. shit laas. )): oh wells. will work harder.
sat. WALKATON.
HAHAS. was sopposed to walk with my grp but then they rannnnnn awy frm me. so ended up walking with dezi. hahas. so funneh. cos her grp leader asked her to do the ques. but she didnt bother and onli did one. and when we had to pass up. then she rann away. lol. maddness. hahas. then we walked. ran. jogged. and stoned. hahas. kinof fun. but tiring. hahas. i tot we were the last few. but actually quite early. hahas. suprised tt i survived actually. =X laaas. had cath class. didnt do much. was crapping again. (x
watched some movie thingyy at risen chrits church. hehhs.
todayy! came back frm playing badminton nt long ago!! played with dad and sis. hahas. my dad is super pro can?? he was like coaching us. ahahas. my sis is ok las. heh.
went gaigai with mum dad and sis. had tui. POOT. boring. was stoning. HAHAS. LADEDARS. no fair. after my sis o level no need tui. )): poo. that means sitting in da bus and having tui ALONG. POO! )))): no fair!!!! haix!
oh wells. hurhurs. went to turf city the giant and bought PLENTY PLENTY of vegetables! and me being kinof bored. was playing with them. -stares at my sis.
HAHAS. was funneh. and i played with da prawns. lol. so biggg! hahas. then i was playing ard. hahahas.
dammit. my leg is having the rashes. agn. ichying badly. =\ pfft.
gna get geog. lit and math tml. must pass all. haiz. and have trng also. we`re gna have camp! yayye. hahas.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004
and the reason is you

yayee. im in a happie mood todaee?
kinof laaas. aniwae.
todday i was late fer sch again so shitt lehhs. and then jo teo was like scolding me and another girl? nt my fault i late also right?
hurrs. then we had to make this ideas thingyy fer the new sch. lols. the first few mins i didnt do anithing but read magazines. cos we were told to bring em. hahas.
but in the end i helped laas! hahas. after tt we had recess. lols. then we had a fire so lame can? dono who go and press. eediot sia? i wanted to go toilet and then we had to go assemble. then we culd go eat alr. so ma fan. lols.
then we went back to class. and i had my headache. which was super bad. and me and dezi were sleeping. LOLS. so shiok. cos i was tired. lack of sleep? haas. oh wells. then this cherre go and wake us up. and my headache gt worst. so i slept agn! lols. then abt 12.30+ was walking ard the class. seeing the RETARDED eeediot. hahas.
then this maria and reshimi was fighting over a lame accident? hahas. cherre was saying. free movie! but no popcorn. so lame.
then our class were practicing our cheers. and we were having a competition with 1/8 who was accross us. and me and laavanya are the leaders fer cheering. cos our voices are LOUDDD. cos our lungs are bigg! =X heh. and then our class spirit was sooo good can?? we were screaming our lungs out. and then obiously we won the competition. hahas. and our voices culd be like heard frm downstairs??? LOLS. 1/5 RAWKS DUDE! rock on` yeaaa.
we will win the competition thingyy! ((: hahas.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004
nothing lasts forever

argh. the last post was crap?
fuckit. my life is shitt. all cos of a supid mistake? ya. wtf.and now its worst then i though. i dono. do you reallie care? or isit you just wana show off? or are you just trying to be nice? or isit you reallie like me? or not?
i dono. i dono. i dono. i dono. im confusedd. =\ veri veri confuseddd.
my whole body is aching. like shit. frm head to toe. yupp. my little pinkie finger hurts. the freaking ball hit it. hard. and its swollon. pain. and sara went to hit it? painn laa. its diff size frm the other one. |: and my blister hurts too. and myy fingers are kinof pain. and my mucels. oh wells. a little bit of pain is good yes? hurs.
i cannt. i cannt. i cannt animore. i cnnt stand it. its too much. its hurting too much fer me. but i`ve gotta holdd on. yes. i have to.
=\

im nt purrfect

hurs.
i keep thinking that we`re in the year 2003.
i noe that we`re in sec sch and all.
but but.. i dono. do i miss the pass?
hmms. maybe. i dono.
but i realliee miss some of my frens who i dont talk to nowadays.
im taking crap. oh wells.
my little pinkie finger is swollon =\ its diff sizee even! hahas.
and my leg has a blister. and im aching. and i iched soo much and scrated and now its pain. a -little-
sheesh. ahas

Saturday, May 15, 2004
there can be miracles
when you believe

hurrs. today was ok i guess. like any other saturday. hahas. onli no need to study! (x
woke up bout 9. my sis was like sleeping beauty! sleep until 12?? LOLS. somemore she slept earlier then me! hahas.
went fer lunch with mum and dad at bout 1+ hahas. i ate alot okok la. hahas. then went fer cath class. then we had this letter thingy to yourself?? yea. wrote crap. but i like it! ((:
hurrs this morning chatted with dels. but i cannt find the convo. tml i post. cos she sae she dreamt of me and bla bla bla. smth dammn interesting happened! -ahem ahem ahem. lalalalalalaalalala.
oh ya. after mass the sky was BEATUIFUL! purple color. i noe la. GAY but. NICE. (((((: ladedarrrrs.
ahh shiet. tml i gt tuition. called the teacherr but she sae must comeee! )): -saddness. oh wells. my chi like shiet anywae. so wth? my sis is gna watch troy tml. nt tt bothered bout tt show. i wanna watch SHREK 2!!!!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHA. its NICE laaa. esp the donkey who beacme a stalion!!! and on some clips he was like SEXAHH BABY! LOLS. ahahahaha.
ok fine. im being CRAZEEE agn. YAY!!! lalala.
so boring man. its like soo little pple online lors. pple on hoildayy ar? so lamer. lala.
mon i gt trng at 8am. eeps. after tt meeting laavanya theyall at 12.45 in sch go her hse and see her baby brother! hahahas.
aniwae. lalas. gt messages fer pple!

dels//darling ;
DEZII!! come online NOWNOWNOW! i wanna chat with u!! hahas. i wanna crap with you.!! hahahas. come online kae? tkkaire. loveyouu-

clara//mommie ;
MOMMIEEE!!! make sure that u get gooood results fer the mids kae? u are damn damn smart one! ((: i`ll give u yr letter on mon! u btr put on yr blog melanie*daughterr hahas. tkkaire. loveyouu- *hugs*

Friday, May 14, 2004
i cannt sleep at night
until ur by my side


maths today... was okay... paper 1 was easier then paper 2. hahas. i didnt do a few ques in paper 2. lols. and then ms neo helped mee also!!! but i think the clue she gave wasnt much help? heh.
LUCKILY my dad helped me! it helped alotalotalot culd do more ques then before! hahas. stayed up until 11.30+ i think. hahas.
after the exam went out with dezi and sara! ahhas. was funn. took neos. but havent scanned it yett though.
monday gt NO school! YAY!! but then i think gt trng. oh sharks. im totally unfit. hahas. ive become fatter? lols. i dunno. lalalalalalala.
went to temp mall. then it was like kinof boring? we walked ard. went to cs 2 times and temp mall 3 times. then dezi met her sis. hahas.
switched baggg with dezi also. hahas.then dezi pierced ear also. hahas.
yay! this weekend can go out! hahas.
im damn scared bout my results. =\ scared i fail. mum said must pass everything. she wants me to go to express. haii.
oh wells. i should cheer up? exams are over. take a break and study agn. hahas.
im like so freaking having 1547 insect bites? sheesh.

Thursday, May 13, 2004
i try to tell myself that ur gone
but its just too difficult

geog today. was ok i guess.
i think that i kinof screwed it up? haiz.
i studied. i did. but somehow. my mind went blank.
)): haiii. then mrs kunna kept coming into the class. LOL. dunno why also.
the structed ques was kinof diff? in a way. and i didnt noe how to do the mapping stuff. crap la.
hurs.yest had lit. was kinof easy. i culd do everything la. hahas.
tml is maths. fcukit ihatemaths
i think tt im gna fail it? kinof forgot the basics.
later my dads gna tutor me. ((: must stuff everything in my headd. but luckily i noe the newerr stuff. hahas.
rahhhs. tml after the exam might go out with dezi and sara. hahas.
i SOO BADLY wanna change the layout? heh. wanted to use zoe`s one. but i feel too paisei. although she allowed me. hahas.
i saw a nice one but its somehow is strange? hahas. ohh wells.

Tuesday, May 11, 2004
cos everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings

hurs. havent been blogging lately. gotta make a quick entry.
i feel so pathetic. watched the show missing. and then there was this skelton thingy and i gt scared.
but now im kinof ok i guess. )):
haii. gna change my layout again. after the mids.
i totally screwed my letter writing and zuo wen?
the format of the letter was screwed i think. and the zuo wen was like so fcuking short and crappy??
but i think paper 2 was ok. i guess. =\
my mum said i must pass my chi. haiz. i hate the standards now. its so fcuking HIGH. like no ones business? eeps.
ooh wells. geog on thurs! can wait. whahahahahas. i LOVEEEE geog! rawks k. mrs kunna rocks too! ((:
heh. ystd and today went to pizza hut with sara dezi and lava. funnnn mannns! :D
ohh wells. maths on fri. i think im gna screw it. haii. =\
ah wells. im tired.
oh ya. watched the video everytime by britney spears on mtv. nice. hahas. im liking lots of songs now. oh wells.

Saturday, May 08, 2004
i`ll stay by *ur side
until the end of time
and i`ll never let *you go

=\ argh. im feeling the stress and pressure now.
i wish i started revising earlier?
working on my sci notes now. used 8+ pieces of paper. hahas.
haiz. i hate the stuff pple are taging on my tag board. =\
except zoe oh wells.
if pple hate me. and dun wanna forgive me. i cannt do anything bout it wad. its their decision.
ooh wells.
went fer maths class today.
ms neo gave us oreo to eat. whahas.
was kinof fun actually. for a first time. hahas. didnt feel tired or anithing.
bleahs. tml i gt chi tuition. ):
then it will be study study study
=\ mum said i must pass my maths. argh.
tmls mothers dayy!! gna bake a cake fer my mum. whahas.
oh wells. im pissed. haii. cannt think properly now. and havent bought my sci textbk 2. bleahhhs.
my pen ink is gna run out. must buy also. rahhhhh.
need to get a present fer my mum too. sharks.
oh yeah. ystd had 3 free periods! whahas. and since mrs selvam didnt come goldfish came. hahas. im alwaysss damn noisy when he comes? yeahh. then when he walked by i was like. nice handbag. WHAHAs. then everyone laughed.
((:
heh. lalala.
ohhh well. next week is the mids. d i e. yes. my death bed is coming. c u t c u t c u t. lalala.
ARGH. :|

zoe//dearie
heyy darling.
good luck fer the mids!
study hard yeas?
take good care of urself also.
((: jus remb tt i`ll love u alwayss! (x
tkkairee. loveyouu-

[[-breathe/-]]
ive been driving for an hour
just talking to the rain
you say ive been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away

so just give me one good reason
tell my why i should stay
cause i dont want to waste another moment
saying things we never meant to say

and i take it just a little bit
i hold my breath and count to ten
ive been waiting for a chance to let you in

if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
oh no; everything is alright
breathe every little piece of me
you`ll see everything is alright
if i just breathe

well the talks are overrated
am i saying how you feel?
so you end up watching chances fade
and wondering what's real

and i get you just a little time
i wonder if you realize
ive been waiting til i see it in your eyes

if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
oh no, everything is alright
breathe every little piece of me
you`ll see everything is alright
if i just breathe

breathe til i whisper in the dark
oh can you hear me?
do you hear me?

if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
oh no; everything is alright
breathe every little piece of me
you`ll see everything is alright
everything is alright
if i just breathe breathe

ive been driving for an hour
just talking to the rain

(((((((:

Thursday, May 06, 2004
i cannt see me loving anybody
but you

cut my hairr ystd.
i LIKE it. (x
heh. my frens sae i look nicer and more studious?
lols. but i kinof like it also laas.
layered it. lols. hrum. gt a nicee purple hairband and wore it todae.
whahas. so mani pple like it tt they asked me to help them buy. lols. so i bought 5..
hahas. anniwae.
im damn worried. stresed. pressured. im SOOOO NOTNOTNOTNOTNOT fucking prepared fer the mids. nooo wayy. i wish i was given more time. =\
haiz. i noe im gna do badly. nt prepared. i dont seem to remb anything. nothing at all. and its like shit?
argh. and i havent even sold the walk-a-ton thingy??
gna sell at orchard tml i think. fuck la. -screams.
i feel like killing myself?
eeps. im gna do a planner thing. and start REALLY REALLY studying. =\
ohh wells. =\

Tuesday, May 04, 2004
cos you're everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes;
its you i see

mmm.
jux finished studying geog and maths.
finished all my hw alr. i think. whahahas.
aniwae. tml after sch gna meet my mum and cut hair!
whahas. gna cut same as shirin. whee. haix. im scared of my mids. scared i fail.
esp my math and chi. yupps.
haii. oh ya. when i gt backk my paper. mrs kunna was like asking. whats yr secret fer getting good marks. and im like. errm. read la. then she sae. onli read? lols. so i had to sae read the wkbk bla bla blas. whahahas.
geog rawks yes. i sooo does. dezi likes it too. hahas.
ariel didnt come todae. acually 4 pple. the retarded nicole also. and xiu went home early cos she was sick.
everyone is getting sick luckily i gt sick alr. HENG ARRR!!!
LOLS. onli gt cough left. heh.
haiz. i feel like writing smth bad to that person tt i HATE so much. man. but im nt gna be mean la. argh.
haiz.

wish upon a shooting star

whahahas.
am in the sch com lab nw...
sara is nxt to me. saying that i look like a red indian.
reatrded..
yay. dezi is blocking me with her sexy arse. (x
WHAHAHAS sara`s com hang alr!!! LOLZ.
hmm. ms noe gave ms shanti her lesson cos no more eng exam. hahas.fun man.
then we gt back our geog ca at lastt!
whahahas. im like so darn happie with my marks k.. whahahas. 15/20!! whee.
kay. we all wna go and buy fishball alr. ltr blog..

Saturday, May 01, 2004
i promise every word is true
don`t wanna lose *you

yest was the eng mid paper.
was ok i guess.
fer the compo i did ques 2.. on the best sch outing..
did abt the health zone thingy. nearly did the NEWater? but didnt.
hahas. i mentioned SPONGEBOB squarepants. =x
lalalaas. the compre`s summary was lame. couldt write a good summary. bleahhs.
during recess me and dezi were like running ard wising zoe and jas good luck. LOLS.
then we had come litt thingyy.
then went out to novena square wit dezi, sara and nicole
when we were are tp i tell u so funnie can.
me and dezi we running away cause there was tis siao man? he said hi to me? crazzeee. damn scary toos k.
hahas. ehh. den went to eat at deli. i nvr eat. )): hahas.
then took mrt to orchard cause dezi and nicole wanted to buy roxy pencil box.
we went in the shop. then they nt happie. went to metro. nt happie.
i put a hat on dezi 3 times! (X hahas.
then they went back to the roxy shop and FINALLY bought it.
saw a damnnn nice quicksilver bag tt i loveee.
gna ask ani to buy fer me!
whwhas. im being mean. lalalas.
nth much happened today?
hahas. may day. so lame.
argh. tml gt tui. DIEEE larh.
later gna call zoe! (((:
oh yes... im feeling much btr todayy.
onli gt a cough. ((: